Getting back in gear
I have walked 8 miles within two days, which is a huge step! My goal is to walk 4 miles a day. :)
Well, I’ve done it again…
I am so scared…scared to look the way I do at my wedding in July. I really got to looking at my picture in my wedding dress, and I feel so disgusted. I cannot believe my own wedding can’t put me on the path of being healthy. I had so much time to get ready for my big day but i let myself be lazy and make excuses not to workout. Now look, I have only got three months. What can I do in 3 months? lose a few pounds?
All I wanted was to be confident on my special day and feel absolutely beautiful. That’s not going to happen with this double chin and fat rolls on my arm by my elbow.
I keep letting myself down and now here i am, crying my eyes out, and wishing I could postpone the wedding.
i wanted to make my entrance, wearing my stunning dress, and wow every single person in that room, letting them see how hard I worked. Most of all, I wanted my fiance to see who he was making a special vow with and thank God a million times for bringing us together.
I am always letting myself down. Why am i so weak? What’s wrong with me?
This picture is NOT flattering, but I picked my wedding dress yesterday! Now that I have it picked out, I will be working very hard on my arms.
P.s. I honestly looked better in person lol
Thank God for her
Today I was at the store and ran into my mother’s friend who lost 100 lbs. I’ve talked to her quite a few times and she even measures me. She asked how I was and being the person who can’t hide things, I told her I was feeling miserable and down on myself and worrying that I’m not going to look beautiful on my wedding day (July 13th) cause I can’t stay motivated to lose the weight. That’s when she let me know that she is here for me and will push me to get stuff done cause that’s honestly the only way I’ll keep up on track.So I’ll be getting texts everyday making sure I worked out and we will be going for walks almost daily.
I’m so glad I ran into her… cause now I’ll be going to the gym tonight! And every day after!
I can do this. I just need to get pushed!
Make sure you look absolutely dreadful after a workout.
Tonight’s workout. I need to go for 1 1/2 hours tomorrow.
If you have a workout partner, that’s great! I know how awesome they can be and how time flies while you’re at the gym, but if they can’t or won’t go one day, don’t let that stop you from going!
You can do this with or without them <3